Show Me

Jesus, I need You to show me how to let go

And be the person I should be

Jesus, I don’t really know how to give my all

How to surrender and fall at Your feet

I know You’ll meet me where I am

Awkward and ashamed

You won’t leave me here unchanged

Right now, I don’t know what it is You’re trying to say

I need You to show me, I need You to show me

Show me again

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Jesus, I need You to show me how I should grow

How to go deeper now with You

Jesus, do I do too slow what You’d have me do?

Or am I impatient; is it You to make a move?

I know You’ll meet me where I am

Anxious and restrained

You won’t leave me here unchanged

Right now, I don’t know whether to be active or wait

I need You to show me, I need You to show me

Show me again

 

I want to be real with You

You want to be real with me

You want me to be myself

And I need to see

That I wasn’t created to be

Anybody else

 

Jesus, I need You to show me how to get home

Which is the straightest path from here?

Jesus, mine’s a twisting road; something in me strays

Somehow I seem to lose my way. Draw me near

I know You’ll meet me where I am

In my old glass cage

You won’t leave me here unchanged

Right now, I don’t know even what I’m trying to pray

I need You to show me. I need You to show me

Show me again

 

 

Between A Monster And A Saint

More wicked than we ever realise, more loved than we ever dream

We walk on the wanton side of life, we swim in the cleansing streams

Between a monster and a saint

In all the shades of grey we paint our portraits

 

Ill will & weakness knot themselves like snakes, the darkness is in our genes

We’re drawn to the places we find grace, is that where God’s Spirit is?

Between a monster and a saint

Through shady alleyways we trace our footsteps

 

There are tensions running through us all

To be relevant or counter cultural?

To see through the smoke screens of the know-it-alls

Treading water, slaying giants

We swallow life for nourishment and somehow stay alive

 

We tie ourselves in knots we can’t untie and hope someone has the key

We worry they’ll see through us and find we’re not who we ought to be

Between a monster and a saint

Shallow and deep our pain and understanding

 

Why pretend life’s other than it is?

A tangled mess, shot through with God’s goodness

 

There are tensions running through us all

To be relevant or counter cultural?

To see through the smoke screens of the know-it-alls

Treading water, slaying giants

We swallow life for nourishment and somehow stay alive

 

More wicked than we ever realise, more loved than we ever dream

You Draw Us To You

In Your creation scheme, You have a dream for us
That all our separate streams will mingle to become
A sea of love that floods the Earth

Meandering we go, our ebb and flowing lives
Pulled by Your undertow, upon Your waves we ride
A swelling tide, a mighty surf
From the back of beyond to the ends of the Earth

You draw us to You, no rivers refused
Your current runs through and like water we rise and we fall
The mercy of God is an ocean divine.
It’s boundless and fathomless depths of salvation are mine!
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!

Our paths are seldom straight, snake-like we make for home
Each twist and turn we take, each bridge we pass below
You’ve mapped we know, our course of life.
Maybe ‘round the next bend You’ll be clearly in sight

I have an anchor, an anchor for my soul

Through The Fire And The Rain

Look at me, I’m older than the son;

Running out of chances to say: “Let your will be done”

I know that I’m in trouble and I know it’s trouble deep

Cause I dream in double vision, I’m awake and I’m asleep

Look at me, look at me, look at me:

I’m the image of the Christian I don’t know how to be

 

Look at me, I’m nothing in this world

But I cling to the conviction that my pasty thoughts are pearls

I know it’s an illusion and illusions can come cheap

Am I paying in confusion for each promise I can’t keep?

Look at me, look at me, look at me:

I’m the image of the Christian I don’t know how to be

 

Out of sight, out of mind; invisible, insane

Out of the mouths of babes and children

Come the questions that cause pain

And I’m called to be a witness

When I never saw a thing that I could explain

Walking through the fire and the rain

Walking through the fire and the rain

 

Look at me, I’m stronger than you think

And dangerous as a snakebite lurking unseen in your drink

And you know in my condition I’m conditioned to react

With the cynical suspicion of a sceptic faced with facts

Look at me, look at me, look at me:

I’m the image of the Christian I don’t know how to be

 

Out of sight, out of mind; invisible, insane

Out of the ark, out of the darkness

Round the bend comes the slow train

And I’m called to be a witness

When I never saw a thing that I could explain

Walking through the fire and the rain

Walking through the fire and the rain

 

Look at me, I’m twisting in the glare

Of the full beam of the searchlight that God’s reason brings to bear

And I know I’m halfway captured and I know I’m halfway loose

But I feel too frail and fractured to be sure which way to choose

Look at me, look at me, look at me:

I’m the image of the Christian I don’t know how to be

 

Out of sight, out of mind; invisible, insane

Out of the spark of inspiration

That might set me alight again

And I’m called to be a witness

When I never saw a thing that I could explain

Walking through the fire and the rain

Walking through the fire and the rain

 

And I’m tired and I’m cold; getting scared of getting older

So many black holes sucking at my soul

Heaven’s golden promises moving in and out of focus

Look at me, look at me, look at me

Called to be a witness when I don’t know how to see

 

Look at me, an emperor stripped of clothes

Running blind amongst the flowers; tripped and damned by each new rose

And the fragrance jams my senses ‘til my greatest sense is loss

And I find myself defenceless standing naked at the cross

Look at me, look at me, look at me:

I’m the image of the Christian You showed me how to be

 

Out of sight, out of mind; invisible, insane

Out of the stark and staring madness

Comes the sadness and the gain

And I’m called to be a witness

Well I never saw a thing that I could explain

Walking through the fire and the rain

Walking through the fire and the rain

 

Look at me, a sword to pierce Your side

Too feeble to protect You and too ignorant to hide

And I’m standing in Your shadow ‘cause Your shadow falls like proof

It’s so easy to forget it’s the reflection not the truth

Look at me, look at me, look at me:

I’m the image of the Christian I don’t know how to be

 

Out of sight, out of mind; invisible, insane

Out of the shark infested waters

To the crucifixion plain

And I’m called to be a witness

When I never saw a thing that I could explain

Walking through the fire and the rain

Walking through the fire and the rain

 

Look at me, your fire tans my skin

Brands me with a hallmark on the outside and the in

And it opens up my veins so that the rains may wash them clean

If I’m called to be a witness let my blood show where it’s been

Look at me, look at me, look at me:

I’m the image of the Christian I don’t know how to be

 

Out of sight, out of mind; invisible, insane

Out of the car crash steps the dead man

With no marks, no scars, no stain

He was called to be a witness

Now he’s called into the kingdom of the saints

Walked in through the fire and the rain

Walked in through the fire and the rain

Love And Trust In Him

I don’t know what the future holds, but I know who holds the future

And I will love and trust in Him

The choice is to stand still, or still be standing

When all is sung and done, if there’s less been done than sung

Hold your tongue?

 

You can know the scripture by heart but not know the heart of scripture

Love and trust in Him

It’s one thing to be born again, but growing up’s another thing

When God is all you’ve got, you’ll know if God is all you need

He’s Strong. Hold on.

 

Truth that doesn’t set you free’s not truth

The greatest freedom’s having nothing to prove

I’m following love and love is following me

It’s always simple but it’s seldom easy

 

Jesus lived to bring God to man, and He died to bring man to God

I will love and trust in Him

We need to get hold of that for which we’ve been got hold of

Expect great things from God and for God attempt great things

Dig deep to fly higher.

Believe. Aspire.

 

I’m following love and love is following me

I can’t explain it but here’s my story

Jesus loves me, this I know, and so

I will love and trust in Him.

I swear

 
 

 

Help Me Lord

Can you see through Your witness Lord, behind the illusion?

What You’ll find is a troubled mind and too much confusion.

Help me Lord

All the joy that You’ve given me, can’t seem to find it right now

All the peace that I know I had, I mislaid it somehow.

Help me Lord

 

You know I’m a dreamer and I wander off too far.

I know I’ve only myself to blame if I can’t get back to where You are

I always do get rescued by You, I know I shouldn’t complain

But the train comes off the track in my brain

And I can’t believe it’s happening again

Help me Lord

 

All the hope that I have’s in You, burning bright as my tears

Still can feel that my knock’s unreal, that there’s no ears to hear.

Help me Lord

What would faith be without some doubts to question and shape it?

If I wonder too much sometimes it’s ‘coz I know You can take it.

Help me Lord

 

You know I’m a dreamer and I wander off too far.

I know I’ve only myself to blame if I can’t get back to where You are

I always do get rescued by You, I know I shouldn’t complain

But the train comes off the track in my brain

And I can’t believe it’s happening again

Help me Lord

 

If I waited upon You then my strength would be renewed

A trickle, a torrent, then a flood

If I gave You my heart not just my ever changing moods

Maybe I’d learn to drink more from Your cup

Less whine, more blood

It’s high time I tried to live up

To what I’m called

 

I believe in miracles and the power of prayer

I need a shot of Your love right now, I need to know that You’re there.

Help me Lord

Take my life Lord and let it be whatever You want

Give me courage to just believe, faith just to be strong.

Help me Lord

 

Still You’re there, my redeemer and prepared to set me free

After all I’ve not done for You, judged on what You’ve done for me

I don’t deserve to get rescued by You and when I do I complain

Can I try to start all over again?

And this time I’ll try to go all the way so

Help me Lord

Blessed By You

 
 
 
 

I’ve been blessed by You, blessed by You

Looking back, I can see it’s true

You’ve sustained me and steered me through

The testing times of life

Carried me sometimes

 

I’ve been blessed by You, blessed by You

Heard Your voice in the solitude

Felt Your touch like the sprinkled dew

You fill me fresh each day

I can’t count the ways I’ve been blessed by You

 

I’ve been blessed by You, blessed by You

Your blood cleansed me and made me new

Your love mends me when faith needs glue

Defender of my heart

Heaven’s thread holds fast

 

I’ve been blessed by You, blessed by You

Prayers I prayed which You made come true

Escapades where I somehow flew

You gave me wings to fly

Saved me from Hell’s fire, I’ve been blessed by You

 

You’re the God of every blessing

Endless is Your grace

How can I not sing Your praise?

 

I will worship You, worship You

Do the things that You call me to

Try to live as You’d have me do

Within Your strength not mine

As Your Spirit guides

I will live for You, live for You

Fill my mouth with Your words of truth

Send me out as Your living proof

To be known as Your child

I will testify I’ve been blessed by You

 

Asleep And Awake

The middle of the night

Somehow, I’m asleep

And awake at the same time

It’s so dark here

I thought you were light?

I’m ready for the dance

Sweep me up

Into your arms

Blessed Be His Name

 
For every blessing I have ever known, whom shall I praise?

Thanks be to God

For every seed I’ve planted that has grown, whose hand has raised?

Thanks be to God

Life can be so rich and in the rich times I will say

My God is good, my God is good

When I find I’m lost in wonder, filled afresh with grace

My God is good, my God is good

Blessed be His name, blessed be His name, blessed be His name

 

And when I’m in the desert or the cave, when hope spreads thin

God is still God

When passions fade, when fears and hurt invade, when sorrows sting

God is still God

Life can be so hard but in the hard times I will say

My God is good, my God is good

Life can be the darkest path, a lonely walk through pain

My God is good, my God is good

Blessed be His name, blessed be His name, blessed be His name

 

The Lord may give, the Lord may take away, I’ll worship him

My King, my God

The Lord may shine, the Lord may hide His face, one song I’ll sing

My King, my God

In the times of blessing and of testing I will say

My God is good, my God is good

While I live and breathe, in every circumstance, I’ll say

My God is good, my God is good

Blessed be His name, blessed be His name, blessed be His name

 

 

White Noise

White noise

Blackout

Fast car registers night drive

Squint eyes

Dawn deliberates outside

Gutters spill overnight rain

Ideas won’t rhyme

Thoughts jar

Images mash and dissolve

My head was a volcano

You lobbed in a grenade

And everything exploded

 

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